One of the hardest thing that will happen in your life is to let go of someone you love. It’s a painful process, but you have to do it. Just imagine yourself, waking up without her by your side. You can’t even text her good morning, let’s eat, how are you, good night, etc. You don’t know how she was doing, what her activities, etc.
You can’t force someone to love you back when they don’t want you anymore. You don’t want to beg for love or beg just for them to stay. It will just be harder for both of you. What you can only do is to be strong. Strong enough to stop yourself when you want to text her, stop yourself to stalk her on social media, stop yourself when you really want to go to her.
It’s okay to cry every night. It’s okay to dream about her. It’s okay if you think of her every time. As long as you don’t communicate with her. The time will come that you will get tired and learn to accept those things.
If going somewhere far away will help you, then do it. If changing your phone number, deactivating your social media accounts will help you then do it. Everything that you know that will help you get over her and help you let go, then do it.
There will be one person that will come into your life. Someone who will never leave you. Someone who will not let go of you. Someone who will stay by your side until the rest of your life. Someone who will understand you and love you even if you are hard to love. You just have to wait. Let yourself be healed completely. Be happy and enjoy your life.
But for now, just feel the pain, don’t avoid it. Accept it and everything will fall into place.